What is the origin of this despair I feel
When I feel
I've lost my grip, can't manage a thing?
Thing
That means a clutch of contending voices
So my voice:
When my mongrel palate, tongue, teeth, breath
Breathe
Out the noise thing I become host and guest
Of ghosts:
Angles, Picts, Romans, Celts, Norsemen,
Normans,
Pincers of English the conquered embrace.
Embrace
Of the woman who strangled her sister one night,
All night
Moaning with the body held in her arms.
The arms
Of the pliers I squeeze hard squeeze its jaws
And my jaw
Clenches unwilled: brain helplessly implicated
In plaited
Filaments of muscle and nerve. In the enveloping
Grip of its evolution
Chambered in the skull, it cannot tell the tool
From the toiler
Primate who plies it. Purposeless despair
Spirits
The ape to its grapples, restless to devise.
In the vise-
Grip Discontent, the grasper's bent.
(Note)
Robert Pinsky
First Things to Hand
Quarternote Chapbook Series #5
Sarabande Books
Copyright © 2006 by Robert Pinsky.
All rights reserved.
Reproduced by Poetry Daily with permission.